Long story due to sexual change in mind due to influence's by other's in all department's of sexual excitement which as my mind being confused and curious of "what would it be like"for various action's to being too shy and nervous and have become very reliant on porn for pleasure over the years although I do have a girlfriend being together for 14 years and enjoys asian or black mainly and who need's bigger and more " juice" so we are "open" there are more I would like in interest's in my mind which is full of try "anything"