I remember seeing a private YT vid she made late at night wearing any makeup, crying her eyes out. She was so sad tha everyone was calling her 'whore' constantly, and she was explaining how that was not her, the whole 'porn is not prostitution, I'm not a whore!' nonsense. I mean, she was bawling, but still just so goddamned beautiful. A few years later, she can't get through most shoots without calling herself a 'dirty fucking whore' a few times. I mean, she's become her on screen persona 1000%.